As 2011 comes to a close, I have some anxiety about 2012. 2012 will either be a great year or it has the potential to be just as bad. Granted 2011 had some definite highs and I have to remind myself of that but even my husband, the ever optimist, agreed that this year blew. I just really want a change for next year and a good change at that. I know its natural to be nervous but its not ok to let it consume and paralyze me. I have such a tendency to a negative person that it's hard for me to hope that everything will be ok. But I have to remember to tell myself that I don't know what the future holds and worrying about something that hasnt and MAY NOT even happen just adds to unnecessary worry. Remind me to focus on the present and what I can control.